Having an addictive personality is strange, because you're always looking for the next high, the better high, the next best thing. So naturally I become obsessed with new trends, fashion ideas, makeup ideas, music, people, etc. So I decide to use that to my advantage. Whether it's wearing the highest heels in the room, the longest eyelashes, and the pinkest lipstick. I always do things over the top, and take things way too far. For example, my Lana Del Rey obsession. Ever since I first heard her coming down the canyon from a swanky Sundance Film Festival Party, I haven't been able to get enough. I listen to her every day without fail. Some would say this is irrational behavior, but I say I get inspired easily. I love getting excited about new and beautiful things. I would rather be excited and inspired over little things to keep me on life's high. A year ago I wasn't wearing false lashes. But today I wear them every day. Even to work. I love being fabulous. I love owning my materialistic, erratic behaviors. Life is like the sun. You can either soak it up and play in it, or you can slather yourself with sunblock and hide under an umbrella or a cabana. It's your choice. Fall in love as much as you can, laugh as much as possible, and make every day beautiful. Beautiful moments are for beautiful minds. Anything you want in life you can achieve, as long as you put your mind to it, and can picture yourself accomplishing those things. Life is too short for doubt. So be crazy. Dance all night, wear the highest heels, get creative. Make your life gorgeous. Because if your surrounding aren't gorgeous and inspiring, then you can't be gorgeous or inspired. And don't be scared to live. If you were to die tomorrow, would you die happy and believe that you have gotten everything you ever wanted out of life so far? Being young, I know I have so much ahead of me, but I at least know that if I were to die tomorrow, I would die happy and know that I've achieved what I've wanted to achieve so far in life.....
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